Six
The Mother's Son
"Fairy Kist"From "Limits and Renewals" (1932)
I have a dream -- a dreadful dream -- A dream that is never done. I watch a man go out of his mind, And he is My Mother's Son. They pushed him into a Mental Home, And that is like the grave: For they do not let you sleep upstairs, And you aren't allowed to shave. And it was not disease or crime Which got him landed there, But because They laid on My Mother's Son More than a man could bear. What with noise, and fear of death, Waking, and wounds and cold, They filled the Cup for My Mother's Son Fuller than it could hold. They broke his body and his mind And yet They made him live, And They asked more of My Mother's Son Than any man could give. For, just because he had not died, Nor been discharged nor sick, They dragged it out with My Mother's Son Longer than he could stick.... And no one knows when he'll get well -- So, there he'll have to be: And, 'spite of the beard in the looking-glass, I know that man is me!
3 comments:
I am sorry I missed this post. I have been otherwise engaged as you know.
I am glad you were able to let go and grieve. I pray the closure and peace are long lasting.
I am glad you got some sort of closure on that. The wound will always be there, and there will be times it feels like the nerve endings are still exposed to the cold, but you will heal in time.
Bless you.
Thanks Girl and Brigid. I fell like i did get some closure. It was when I turned the house over to the realtor, knowing there was a new owner that it really hit me. It was my chance to say goodbye to her and it really did feel like the goodbye I couldn't say when she died.
I appreciate the support you two.
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